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BTT #77: Encircled.

On March 26, 2021March 26, 2021 By Lona GyntIn Poetry46 Comments

(trigger warning- contains mention of prior attempted suicide some years ago- I am happy to say none of that is going on now) Encircled . To begin again I must find the strength To remember All that Almost never was That day I did not Drive my car into a wall. I am not ashamed …

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BTT 70: Dear Consequence

On June 25, 2020June 26, 2020 By Lona GyntIn Poetry42 Comments

Dear Consequence . I. I always thought you were Something to suffer, An improvised device Answering my every Step, both mutable And sure, Inscrutable, And counting down The years and days Together pounding Our little plans To powder Beneath your Watchful gaze. I would feel you Searching out the issue Of my blood, Who never …

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BTT 32.2: HAIR–CUT–NON–TRANSITIONED

On June 17, 2020 By Lona GyntIn Poetry30 Comments

This is in response originally to a post by the Amazing Amaya at dVerse who has prompted us to “Bridge the Gap.”  The task is to start with one quote and then end with another quote from a different source and write a poem that bridges the two gaps.  My first quote is from Faulkner, …

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BTT #62: ‘Enouement

On August 13, 2019June 1, 2020 By Lona GyntIn Poetry29 Comments

Ènouement ∞ We cannot touch, But I feel Your starlight voice Traveling In rows Of each choice And strife. I must forgive you, But cannot, where Morning Glories Wake from Tangled vines Unraveling. I can only Thank you For waiting, Waking daily, And saving Our life. ∞ Posted for dVerse Quadrille Monday hosted by De …

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BTT #56: I am worried about Jessica

On June 19, 2019June 19, 2019 By Lona GyntIn Biographical Naratives, Essays12 Comments

  I am pleased and grateful to be able to announce that I have had a posting accepted by the Blog Site "By Common Consent." Here is the link: · https://bycommonconsent.com/2019/06/18/i-am-worried-about-jessica/ · It is dedicated to,  well...  "Jessica."  May you know that God keeps you and us and knows our travails.  

BTT #51: Flint River

On January 3, 2019February 21, 2020 By Lona GyntIn Biographical Naratives, Poetry49 Comments

Flint River · I had once Watched these cold waters With the calm Precision Of one who had decided To Sink beneath them. · Another River is flowing In this bed From that day When promises filled pockets With the weight of stones · Walking now Upon a gray path On the bank, Stones just …

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BTT#10. Miracles of Astounding Normalcy

On June 26, 2017January 3, 2019 By Lona GyntIn Biographical Naratives5 Comments

  Author's note: 12-24-18.  My wife has made a very reasonable request that certain details regarding my perceptions of her personal outlook and thoughts in regards to the issues in this post not be made public, so the red x spaces represent a redaction.  I do want to say that my wife of more than …

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